With a different set-up for my various computers and a change in the schedule for what shows I watch, I found some time to try playing chess at chess.org. I figured out how to set the times so that the game wouldn’t end before I could make more than 10 moves, and started playing it at the default level of level 2.
And got continually slaughtered.
This was for a few reasons, most of which made me feel frustrated and disappointed with the experience. First, the computer played very aggressively, building almost no defense at all and instead pushing forward constantly. This meant that I didn’t have any time to build any strategy, but instead had to deal with the attacks the computer was making. Since my weakest area was strategy and since that’s what I wanted to learn from reading “My System” I didn’t really feel that it was helping me at all.
Second, I was making a lot of stupid mistakes. I think there were three reasons for this. First, I was rusty, and needed to get back into the habit of playing chess and watching every move to make sure that I wasn’t just giving things away. Second, I was actually fairly weak at that when I was playing more regularly anyway. And third, my visualization skills are quite poor, and on the computer you get the top-down view of the board (like you see in chess problems) and not the physical board that I was used to. Not only is that a different view than I was used to, it actually makes it impossible to do the relatively standard approach of moving a piece, looking around to see if there’s anything you missed, and only when it seems clear releasing the piece and making the move.
So the computer was aggressive and I wasn’t playing all that well. This was pretty frustrating for me, and so I pondered dropping it down a level, but wanted to see if I could raise my game to that level. Finally, since few of the games were actually in any way competitive, I dropped down to level 1 and … it was worse. Yes, I lasted longer and even got into an endgame, but the computer wasn’t changing its strategy in any way, but instead was just ignoring my stupid mistakes more often. But since _I_ could see my stupid mistakes, all that meant was that I felt like I wasn’t playing well or learning anything, but also that the computer wasn’t really playing well either. The games were only close because the computer was ignoring my idiocy. That’s not a good way to get better.
So I was on the verge of giving up and looking for another option, but then tried a game at level 2 again and had a good game, where I made less mistakes, got into an endgame, and ended up with a draw in a game that I probably should have won if I hadn’t screwed up a few times and had planned better. This is thus pretty much what I wanted from the games in the first place, giving me hope that maybe I was advancing enough to make it work.
At the time of writing this, though, I haven’t played it again.
The pros of playing it this way is that it’s easy to slot into my schedule. The cons is that I’m not sure it works for me learning and developing as a chess player. I’ll have to see what happens when I get back to the times when playing chess works for my schedule,